Tuesday, 17 October 2017

Confusion

Have you ever felt so irritated towards someone?
Everything they do makes you wanna scream into their face to never do it again
I realized it happened to me whenever I'm close to someone,
Whenever I get close to someone, I spent a lot of time with them I started to notice their flaws
And sometimes it bothers me
Sometimes I wanna act cold wishing they'd catch my drift and stop doing whatever silly things they do that get on my nerves

But not everyones a mind reader, probably the ratio is 1:1000000000. And I doubt I have that many of friends to find that one mind reader

I need to stop acting passive aggressive, its bad for any relationship. I wanna learn to share my thoughts in the most harmful way possible, but nevertheless not reducing any important points in those thoughts. Because If I did, then I'm going back to square one which is being passive agressive

So from now on, I'm done tiring myself hiding behind my what ifs, I just wanted to do what I think will do best for me. Whether it was saying Hi, to the person I never said hi to. It's ok they'll probably wont respond to you the way you wish they do. But at least you did your part and the rest is up to them

The world is to short to think twice about everything, so make sure the ones you did, are the ones that really matters and indeed requires a lot of thinking.


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